An Unblocked Memory

Nov. 12, 2019–An unspoken battle with journaling is coming against the stuff that blocks memory. Many of us don’t realize that when we say we can’t write sometimes what we’re really saying is “I cannot remember.” I have had to pray and ask for the Creator to release memories. I have had to pray for Him to unlock memories trapped behind events and beneath traumas, etc. so I can learn the stories that have been feeding into or even feeding ON myself and my story (history) all along. With unlocked memories comes agency to see why you have made certain decisions, what’s been suppressing your gifts, WHEN certain beliefs were installed into you, etc. And when those memories are unlocked and released into your mind, you can sever and heal accordingly— then make new decisions to maintain that healing.

A woman who cannot remember is a woman who has no sense of what’s laid claim to her in the dark spirit realm, what’s hindering her, what’s part of her, what has authorized her deauthorization, what is defining her in present and future tense—and also what beauty lies in her having come so far. The testimony of endurance also lies in memories we must unlock... This is the journey...