You cannot look in 2 directions at once.

You will do damage to your spirit if you keep pausing your transformation to participate in things that should have BEEN omitted from your life experience ages ago. There is no nice way to say this. Keep playing with the idea of sampling what you know almost killed you. Keep on toying with the concept of “just giving him a call” when you know he isn’t good for you. Keep hovering your hand over the heat of bad ideas. Keep thinking you can listen for the beat and evade the spells in the lyrics. Keep thinking you can be in that atmosphere of _______ and that nothing will rub off on you.

You cannot look in two directions at once. You cannot converse with past and future at the same time. Stop glimpsing at the past out of pretentious nostalgia. Stop thinking the tragedies behind you have useful power just because they rocked your world. Stop using negative and demonically influenced crowds, connections, products, etc. you used to benefit from as a fallback “until” you get to your new day. That’s not how that works. FULLY STEP INTO YOUR NEW DAY and stop thinking of the past as a passive income stream. THERE ARE NO MORE BENEFITS TO BE HAD. It’s all holding you back. Break those connections and break the idea that to lose all contact with your yesterday will murder your potential for tomorrow; will lessen your desirability. All that you need to be seen by is ahead of you, and is blind to the stuff you’re still making room for. Asphyxiate these toxic soul ties and let your new day breathe into you.